I Need Something New...

Spending two whole months at home gives you 'gifts' I tell you. Either you start picking up things you swear you won't or put you in deep thoughts about your life, that's what the Australians give you during breaks when you take their programmes. 

Lately, a few of my friends told me that I am more silent nowadays. I used to be more talkative, talking about everything under the sun. But nowadays for some reason I find it hard to start conversations. I find it hard to even open my mouth. Is this what happens to those who spend too much time sitting at home in front of the computer? Or am I in need of new insights, fresher views to rejuvenate the dried me.

It's not that I am not thankful with what I have now. I am. Occasionally I will ask for something more, but I do appreciate every little thing that works around me. I just want to know what's up with me. Will going for a trip bring me back to my old, bubbly self? Hey, or am I trying to act more macho to woo girls? I seriously dunno weh. But something tells me I need a new breeze. 

Go watch a movie? I did. Go hang out with your friends? I always do. Go pick up a new skill? Picking up the guitar now....Sigh

Aimee. When you balik, lets go for ice-skating and then watch a movie after that. Angelin said ok, but she's trying to make me watch horror movie. T.T ahahahahha. And/or lets go for picnic in a new park or something..or check out whether taman bukit jalil finish renovating already or not. 

Shoot Me If I Am Not The Old Yi Pin

Friction of a metal blade against an ice surface, dozens of skaters with various skills and the sight of children practicing figure skating. I was fascinated by this sight when I waited for my adik in Sunway Pyramid. I remember when I was young, I can only awe at figure skaters and those who ice-skate for leisure. Knowing that my parents who couldn't afford to send me to swimming class, figure skating will be deemed an extreme luxury if I ever mention it to my parents.

This might sound superficial but it's true. I really do hope that I was raised in wealth. Then dreams will never have limits and awe will be something people use on us and not vice versa. If I were to be like Richie Rich, getting into shape will not be a struggle to me. Clothes will not be something I have to think twice about when I buy them and whatever I want to pick up will never be hindered by limited fundings. I probably know how to play the piano and have attended years of vocal training.

The again, I am not resentful towards the fact that I have plastics spoons instead of silver ones. Growing up in an average working class family taught me values I probably won't learn if I were to be rich. It taught me how valuable it is to have hope for my future and how I should work hard to achieve them or I might end up being a sane Beethoven roaming around Seri Petaling asking for food. I probably might not have what I own today if I were a rich boy.



Life is a very special subject. It's interesting to see how different moulds can give different faces of it. You might ask whether am I being ungrateful or am I running towards superficial indulgences? No. I am not. Just the occasion moments where I portray myself in different areas of life. I am curious how my life will turn out in the next 3, 5 and 10 years. Will I like what I do? Will I be happy? Will I condemn myself for pursuing my dreams?

I am curious...

I was tagged by Angelin..a very long time ago. Hehe. 

You are also known as:
Pink- So What
Am I that rebellious kah? Ahahahahahhaha

Your funeral song:
John Mayer- Clarity
Hmmm.... Yea. You people should worry that much when I die. Hehehe

What you think of the world:
Kangta-Where the Dream Take You
Awww.....So fairy tale-y.

How you're feeling today:
Bee Gees- Tragedy
I had a good day today wor..Yi Hui lah the one with tragedy. He had allergy.

The song that will be stuck in your head for weeks on end:
Anggun- Mimpi

Your significant other sings this to you:
John  Mayer- Say
Ok. I'll say what I need to say

Your theme song at your funeral:
Shayne Ward- That's My Goal
"I'm here to win your heart and soul. That's my goal..." Hah? At my funeral? 

You should create this song title as a screen name:
Shayne Ward - No Promises

You would get on your knees and sing this to your best friend:
Shayne Ward- Breathless
Is it okay to sing cheesy love songs to your best friend?....I think it's okay. hehe

The result of your breakup:
John Mayer- Waiting On The World To Change
Wah. So  positive way to look at it kah?

How to resolve a fight:
Coldplay-Viva La Vida
The song is about a  once mighty person becoming powerless woh. What are you trying to tell me, O Limewire?

On your first date, this would be playing in the background:
Sheryl Crow and Sting-Always On Your Side
Does this mean I'll be having a sweet first date. (Wait curiously)

Get down to:
Avril Lavigne- Complicated
Huh?!!

Headbang to this tune:
Leona Lewis- Better In Time

Susah lah! Headbang artistically like a ballerina kah?

Song of escape:
Celine Dion and Bee Gees-Immortality
Is this a good sign?

Uh oh, you failed an assignment. This song pops into your head:
Bryan Adams- Heaven
My mum will kill me if she finds this out. ahahahhahaha

Picture this song as an opera:
Carrie Underwood- Before He Cheats
Yea. I can picture it...

Or rather, this one as a hardcore metal screamo song:
Kris Dayanti-Mencintaimu
Wah. This must be a hardcore love. Think Fred Durst singing this to Siti Nurhaliza.

What happens when you find true love:
Andrea Bocelli and Sarah Brightman- Time to Say Goodbye.
T.T So kesian meh? But...But I thought I'll be having a sweet first date? Nooooo...............